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Aug. 30th, 2012 10:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vik_thorwent through one of the boxes of stuff from storage, from Rantoul.
Lots of letters and pictures and cards. Thompson Twin calendar and postcards. an Associated Student Bodies calendar.
I feel like I'm not a good person after reading some of them. A disappointment to so many people, including myself. Guys I was somewhat in love with.
Why can I not keep writing regularly. There are so many people I've had some correspondence with and then just stop.
Xigi MacLeod: a roommate in San Francisco and Kansas City. Hitch-hiked from SF to KC one time with him. (!)
Memory? Love? sometimes, I think I don't really have either. A lot of my memoreis almost seem like a movie. I remember doing something, but not how I felt at the time. There are bits and pieces, but I don't know if I really remember the full life. It feels like something is missing, some key thing.
Lots of letters and pictures and cards. Thompson Twin calendar and postcards. an Associated Student Bodies calendar.
I feel like I'm not a good person after reading some of them. A disappointment to so many people, including myself. Guys I was somewhat in love with.
Why can I not keep writing regularly. There are so many people I've had some correspondence with and then just stop.
Xigi MacLeod: a roommate in San Francisco and Kansas City. Hitch-hiked from SF to KC one time with him. (!)
Memory? Love? sometimes, I think I don't really have either. A lot of my memoreis almost seem like a movie. I remember doing something, but not how I felt at the time. There are bits and pieces, but I don't know if I really remember the full life. It feels like something is missing, some key thing.
